My heart is heavy today...and it aches. I am missing my baby. She is across the world and I can't get to her. I thought it would be soo hard to leave her and I am having a much harder time now. Now that I know that only a few Embassy dates were given this month, which means there will be soo many more families trying to get through next month. And with there only being one date to get an Embassy appt, it will be a miracle if we get in....which means we won't see her until February. It's too long. No child should have to be away from their loving parents....ever. Now that we've met and we love her that much more, it makes it that much more difficult to be without her. We were "matched" with her in June and it could be February before we get to bring her home. That's 8 months. It's too long. I'm sad....more than sad.
Today I am sulking.
Tomorrow I'll be hopeful.