Monday, June 14, 2010

down in the dumps

Feeling sad (and extremely tired) today after seeing movement of referrals, but yet we stay in the same spot.  I am truly happy for the families who are being matched with their babes, but I am really longing to see HER little face.  On the bright side, those that are waiting for court-dates and travel seem to be stuck-as-stuck-can-be and we would only to add to the mess if we received our referral now.  So I'm praying that when our time comes we will zoom through that whole process.  I can't even imagine what families from other agencies are feeling who have been/will be on the wait-list for a year!  I need to count my blessings and keep the faith--cause that's my job. Praying praying to get through it all with ease and a soft heart.

3 comments:

Deena said...

Hang in there Kendra...it will happen when you least expect it. I know that you have heard about "all in His timing", etc. but it really is true. Your little girl is just not ready for you yet, but very soon she will be!!!
My thoughts and prayers are with you!
:)

Joanna said...

Kendra, read my most recent post.

http://madinefamily.blogspot.com/2010/06/8-months-old.html

The number on the wait list count down can make a little crazy. Trust that Holt knows what they are doing. God chose you for each other before time began. He always knew it was her. I promise you, when you see her sweet little face, you can't imagine it being anyone else. Praying for you. Soon enough you'll be joining the dreaded "Waiting for a Court Date" list :)

jill funkhouser said...

Praying for you!
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